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Fractured Disposition

by Jaya

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1.
Run With It 03:17
LYRICS When we’re young we talk about the future When we’re old we talk about the past Present here and present there will always be It will call upon so few of us All at once you find out you’re not ready When cold hard truth knocks you to the ground All at once wishing to take it all back in hind-sight Its never just black and white There’s so many blurred lines Talk to god and ask him what you’re doing Trust his light and trust you’re gunna die Pray to him but don’t preach to me of redemption I don’t need a reason for why It’s your life, don’t blame it on somebody else It’s your life, run with it It’s your life, don’t blame it on somebody else It’s your life, don’t run away, run with it
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23:30 04:44
LYRICS 23:30 I didn’t question you joining me for drinks That’s the way the world works when you live like we live Find a moment, make it count, quick-smart You were like that right from the start Catching beers, sharing thoughts Running for the last train home 1 - I don’t remember when the feelings started to grow but 2 - I can’t tell you when the feelings started to grow but Oh, did I read this wrong Oh, he said, ‘I don’t know what I want’ And I thought Oh, won’t you say what you mean… I didn’t think it but then you drove through the snow Just for a quick visit before you’d have to go I wouldn’t have thought it But then you insisted on that seat Not the one across the table but the one right next to me Followed me downstairs just to be there too Said there never seemed to be enough time for us to be together For me to be with you Cos I thought I knew what we were about When the words fell out of my mouth I couldn’t breathe, you won my heart The truth was a light straight out of the dark I’m sure you didn’t mean it But then you meant every last thing I couldn’t breathe when you won my heart And pushed it back into my open arms And I thought, who do you think you are? Who do you think you are? Oh, did I read this wrong Oh, he said, ‘I don’t know what I want’ And I thought Oh, won’t you say what you mean… What you mean to say Is you don’t want me C and P Jaya 2020
3.
Lady 03:24
LYRICS Lady, where you been getting to? You didn’t call, so I don’t write anymore Lady, how you been getting through? You didn’t call, so we don’t talk anymore If its all the same to ya I’ll leave this where it is and I’ll go My heart’s been over compensating Sinking deep and taking it slow If its all the same to ya I’ll leave this where it is and I’ll go There’s nothing quite like blowing bubbles Sinking deep and taking it slow Lady, there you go again Clouding all my truths and taking all the strength I had My fractured disposition is holding on to what we lost I let go of what I wanted cos the truth cost me too much It was never enough Lady, what’s going through your brain? Mine’s on fire, burning desire When my fractured disposition is holding on to what we had I’m letting go of what I wanted Giving in not fighting back Giving in not fighting back I’m on the bottom, I’m looking up I’ve got fishes here cheering me on I’m on the bottom and I’m looking up Can’t let water keep filling my lungs Oh yeah - I’ve got fishes here and they’re cheering me on I’m on the bottom baby I’m coming up No more water’s gunna fill these lungs C and P Jaya 2020
4.
LYRICS Watching the sky line Chasing the daylight Searching for someone I don’t know yet I don’t know if I will find you here Passing through people Like a plane in the clouds Nothing to report to ground control No reason to doubt (And yet) Nothing to single you out I don’t know if I will find you here Extra extra read all about it Extra extra read it in this years news Extra extra read all about it I’m just another of the hundreds of lonely hearts Strolling by the banks of the river Thames Stood on a platform Watching people in streams Conforming like soldiers to orders Looking like obedient sheep In a uniform fashion In this push and pull heave I don’t know that I will find you here Sometimes it’s good to know you’re not alone Sometimes it’s good to know you’re not alone Sometimes it’s good to know you’re not alone Sometimes it’s good to know Sometimes you need to know Sometimes I don’t know
5.
Annabelle 03:24
LYRICS Caught up in the rush Felling the buzz Stuck in the haze of day to day Living my life with my first world problems I’ve got almost all that I want And much more than what I need Times change, changes change things People grow but were all so, very very small In such a big big world I thought I knew you well Annabelle I was looking for answers I was searching for someone for so long And then you came along You walked in and then out of my life Did it all in the blink of an eye I ‘ve been wondering why You were, you are I know now what I lost You were, you are, you always will be Beautiful to me
6.
LYRICS I can’t change the things I’ve done They’re now part of who I’ve become I don’t regret decisions I’ve made They’re what brought me here today I don’t have much, but I’ve got more than enough And I can’t find peace but I’m sure it’s out there somewhere I heard that truth means the most When it comes from a place that’s hard to touch And slightly bitter to taste It’s fair to say that I miss you It’s fair to say that we don’t talk any more It’s fair to say that I miss you And I wish you the very best It’s fair to say that I miss you And I think it’s a shame we don’t talk anymore It’s fair to say that I miss you And I wish you all the very best
7.
Words 02:56
LYRICS You keep sparking up my fire Just to watch it burn and then leave it to peter out Words, they’ve got power If you use them wisely You can get many a thing achieved Words, they’ve got meaning They can hurt your feelings Or they can make you feel High as a kite in the bright blue sky You say so many things Meaning to call means nothing if you don’t Your words of power slide down a slope And pile up just like used matches They’ve got no use, they’ve got no reason to keep You keep sparking up my fire Just to watch it burn and then leave it to peter out Words, they get spoken Across the land and across the oceans They put plans into motion Words, they can be written Make a record of decisions Write a holy book of religious rules and regulations You say so many things Meaning to call means nothing if you don’t Your words of power slide down a slope And pile up just like used matches They’ve got no use, they’ve got no reason to keep You keep sparking up my fire Just to watch it burn and then leave it to peter out Words, they’ve got power If you use them wisely You can get many a thing achieved You keep sparking up my fire Just to watch it burn and then leave it to peter out You keep sparking up my fire Just to watch it burn and then leave it to peter out You keep sparking up my fire Just to watch it burn and then leave it to peter out You keep sparking up my fire Just to watch it burn and then leave it to peter out
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A rollercoaster ride of upbeat folk anthems and poetic pop confessions from singer-songwriter, Jaya

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released November 20, 2020

JAYA is:
Jaya McLoughlin (Jaya) – Vocals, Guitar, Ukulele
Ronald Maas (Ron) – Bass guitar, Backing Vocals, Keyboards
Stefano Magini (Stef) - Drums

Fractured Disposition
Produced by Jaya and Ron
Recorded at Perryvale Studios, London; Limes Grooves Studio, London & Sunshine Studios, Manchester
Engineered by Patrick Collier and Ronald Maas
Can't Find Peace mixed by Kevin Suierveld
All other tracks mixed by Adam P. Gorman at Pinhole Sound Studios, Manchester
Artwork by Alexander Van der Linden
All songs written by Jaya

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Inspired by a range of songwriters including, Tracy Chapman, Imogen Heap and Gerry Cinnamon, JAYA offers listeners a refreshing mix of upbeat folk anthems and poetic pop confessions.

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